Sunday, May 30, 2004

hehe..another one

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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hahaah so coool i love all this cute stuffs haha gonna put more of this in future heehe =D

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Grammar God!
You are a GRAMMAR GOD!


If your mission in life is not already to
preserve the English tongue, it should be.
Congratulations and thank you!


How grammatically sound are you?
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went to my best friend's blog =D just wanna tell him i'm very very sorry sigh i dunno what and how to say but...just say that i'm not exactly a good friend to anyone yeah oh well whatever sucks crap piece of shit <-- me

Saturday, May 29, 2004

bleahhhh

ahh its been sometime since i updated haha i think got a lot of things to type lah haha..well thanks for everything hafiz and gladys...u two have been an important part of my life i appreciate it =D ok so let's start from where...hmm i'll just type whatever comes to my mind lah hor...if messy i dont care hahahaa my bloggg muahahaha ok anyways...

hmm well yesterday had GP mid year.....sucks big time haha i didnt even know what the hell i was writing but argh its over confirm fail. after that hiao hiao gang went out to watch movie but i didnt go cuz i promised to go with xianghan to alwyn's house to prac...i was reluctant lah haha so far lor at bukit batok from punggol to bukit batok god i nearly died from sleeping lol but anyways it was nice meeting alwyn and being able to see xianghan again. alwyn u sing real well lol dont disappoint us k =D xianghan u have a nice low tone and quiet a good range too gambatte!! let's get thru the auditions together ;)

yeah and after that andrew called me!! haha i was very happy haha its beeeeeen such a long time since we last met and talked haha yeah and so we went out for dinner @ marche haha nice nice lol oh yeah did i tell you guys how tanned and well built he is hahahaa god one good looking lad =D yea anyways andrew if ur reading this u owe me one ;D hehe i'll remember what ya said. ur one of the most down to earth guy i've ever met and i'm glad ur my good friend =D k anyways after that we went to esplanade and saw this awesome performance lol it was pretty cool i liked it even though i dont listen to that genre. yeah then we went to rocky master i think to get a drink b4 goin to his house to play ps2 haha god that ghost game freaked me out man after that nuthin much i guess...he just showed me his sound system and programs and everything which was cool. yeah i'll be waitin for that trip end of year =D

oh yeah i gotta go now will be on later to update more haha gonna have lunch see ya laterz





Tuesday, May 25, 2004

hmm....

ok...so....what to say....nuthin really much well i dunno i think i'm a loser boo hoo hoo hey friendssss out there do u think i'm irritating at times? just asking yea i mean like i everytime go and tell you all my probs and stuffs like i wanna attract attention lidat..i think it that way, dont know how u guys think. i said hi to one person and asked him stuffs and tried being friendly but got scolded wor i'm like wth but nvm...u think i suck, i suck then oh well i'm just being moody haha lol hmmmm sch....nuthin much to update on...just as normal...oh yeah the only prob is project work -_- ok...i dunno when the GPP is gonna be accepted or wad but i hope it will be grrrr i still have NOMs to type damn itttt sigh dunno what to type already lah i go off already cya all have a great night

Saturday, May 22, 2004

wahhooo

ahh finally can post somethin haha wednesday's choir concert was a blast mannnnn we did quite well considering we started last year everyone was just soo good lookin and pretty in their costumes haha oh yeah someone said i cute lehhh haha *winks at gerald* ahh crap anyways yayayayaay watch out for us mannn we are coming your way =DDD god i'm so happy lol i'm maaad anyways besides that i think i rubbished through thursday and friday haha didnt even do my tutorials but oh well heck care hehe i have one thing to say : miss chia u ROCKKKKK haha choir choir choir choir rullleeezzzzz weeeeeeeee ah ok i'll stop being crazy

well today i had chem lecture test...screwed it up lol i think i'll just pass...but oh well serves me right didnt study well was hiao hiaoing with kokyong and gerald at his house hahahah so fun after that we went to siglap cc for the SATB male chorus yay i'm in sop hahahaah first time man i'm so excited haha but hey i can sing sop notes ok...dont belittle me =P the prac was very cool we are actually the oldest there haha the rest came from pri and sec schools so paiseh lol we sing wrong we no face ah..hahah but it was cool anyways loved it. after that kokyong and gerald decided to come my house to hiao hiao again hahahaaha we cooked pasta for dinner hahaah i was the one not doing anything but just stood there and watched hahah i dont know how to cook=x but anyways it was really fun lol i ate till i wanna puked..too much already haah ooooh yeahhhhh i stayed over at gerald's house and didnt inform my parents in the end i forgot and i slept thru the night when my parents are actually tryin to get me on the phone till bout 4am sorrrrrrry i really forgot..phone low batt lah no choice but i dont care anyways lol heck =D oh yeah anyways back to today we had fun cooking =P -_- lol ah if only we can hiao hiao everyday hahaahaha so good lor so carefreeeeeee sigh thinking bout mon means sch grrrrrrr arghhh wtfff

sigh lookin at his nick i wonder AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK YOU i'm damn pissed off what did i do to deserve that? i think i was blind to like you idiot grrr well i have someone now and i'm so glad i got someone MILLION times better than you, all those words are just a pack of lies wtf my best friends all know that. i was asked to forgive and forget but LMFAO. i'm sorry for myself i actually liked you but who cares anyways i'm disgusted *argh*

ah well off with those nasty memories i need better and memorable ones oh yeah if ur reading this i'll tell you: you're not forgotten because u are not FORGIVEN. =) simple. i've never hated anyone this much in my life too bad ur the first one and probably the last one.

well i gotta go to sleep and dream of my special someone =D gonna watch movies hee *winks* u rock hah cya all take care sweet dreams.

Monday, May 17, 2004

yay...!

Arlowzz today i'm so damn tired cuz i slept at around 2 plus *winks at that person if he/she is reading it* hehe but anyways i stayed up to do the proposal yeah but i guess it was worthed it. that's beside the point haha i was so sleepy that my head kept bobbing up and down in all lectures today ahhhhh damn i think i didnt copy anything haha but i dont care =P my f maths lecture test is gonna fail again (as expected) and i think its gonna be worse than the last one hahaahh damn dont know what i'm studyin for also. studying to fail? ahahha lammmmmmmeeeeee i need a wheelchair ok dotz nvm mmmm now drinking chrysanthemum tea lol

anyways choir concert this wed omg i'm soooo dammmn excited my friends all coming to support haha so happy. actually i dunno why i'm still in choir, i actually told myself i want to be in sports and i was in hockey for first three months, but mjc doesnt have it so i'm like wth nvm i'll join choir again...ah but i'm glad to be in choir cuz there are just sooo many damn cool ppl like gerald (*winks hehe), kok yong(*yozzzzzie kok kok haha), wawa( my daughter hahaha), lots more i'm havin so much fun and i think the only reason i go to sch for is choir and my friends in choir lol but anyways about the concert, i think we're gonna do good, i think the musical will be a bit boring though...i dun know lol but there are a few funny parts haha oh well good luck to us!

hmmm still got what to say...oh the 2.4km run sucked lol i think i cannot make it a silver ahhhhhhhh sigh stupid mjc grrr boredddddd tmr go tmiss chia's tutorials oh well think i gotta go do it right now dad naggin -_- doh see ya all have a good night =D

Sunday, May 16, 2004

sigh..

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

Before you



thanks to kent i got to know this song, as i listened to this song i cried a little. sigh i dont know how to describe this feeling but its a weird one. so yeah d/l this song and listen to it =)

ahhh....

First things first, we (minjoo jie, kent and me!) didnt make it through the guitar festival heats to the finals. We didnt do that bad but its like the judges chose only 3 from the 8 groups and that 3 groups are supposedly the strongest so yeah we were bound to be out =x Feel kinda disappointed though cuz we had been practising till late for these past few weeks after school. Argh but oh well i'm very relieved everything is just over. And about that comment for the first post, i have something to say: hcheng, it's not funny ok.

sighhhh now i'm tryin to do the PW proposal, god i hate it why must we have all this crappy stuff grrrr seriously i dont even know how to start, i have to think of all the points myself again and the proposal will get rejected once more =x sigh i think i'll not sleep till 3 to 4 plus in the morning again ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm so lacking of sleep nowadays plus wednesday's choir concert i just hope everything of this is over. And again i wanna say PW SUCKS TO THE CORE lol ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sigh..hmm i always start with sigh haha oh well my life sucks anyway...sings *why, bleeding is believing, you're hiding underneath the smoke in the room* i'm becoming moody recently, actually there are lots of things i wanna tell my friends but i'm just afraid of them thinking i need attention. oh well i'll just keep it to myself. if u guys ask i might consider saying; depends on who the person is that is. oh yeah...i wanna tell this person something, but i'm afraid that person will get hurt, that person is quite emotional i'm very veyr afraid i'll hurt that person. sigh. any advices? feel free to tell me but dont ask me who that person is, i might for all u know say it out when u ask me. for those who are quite close to me, u all know what happened to me recently right? sigh i'm still thinking bout what happened and stuff, actually i'm more sad than angry now, maybe i shouldnt even have agreed on 27/1/2004 i brought it upon myself. 3 mths and...sigh i dont wanna talk bout it anymore. that person just smsed me, shit i dont know if i should call, maybe i should to tell that person, but...i dont know how toooo its sooo awkward for me to say it out like that aaaahhhhhhhhhhhh godddddd damn it.

well..few days before i met this person online (gladys and gang u should know who i met, just ask if dont know ;)) and we talked on phone a few times already and i think this person is really nice well i dont know if its a facade or what but i'm like so confused right now, should i go into another relationship? sigh i wish someone could help me, someone who knows me so well that he/she could just untie the knot in me.

ok...think i gotta go back to my project work now, or else i dont have to sleep lol ahhhhh i'm soooo lazy sigh well signing off now cya all have a nice night =D

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Just testing weeeeeeeee

yay got new blog again ahahahh hope i have the time to update yeah lol i'll post later =D