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First things first, we (minjoo jie, kent and me!) didnt make it through the guitar festival heats to the finals. We didnt do that bad but its like the judges chose only 3 from the 8 groups and that 3 groups are supposedly the strongest so yeah we were bound to be out =x Feel kinda disappointed though cuz we had been practising till late for these past few weeks after school. Argh but oh well i'm very relieved everything is just over. And about that comment for the first post, i have something to say: hcheng, it's not funny ok.

sighhhh now i'm tryin to do the PW proposal, god i hate it why must we have all this crappy stuff grrrr seriously i dont even know how to start, i have to think of all the points myself again and the proposal will get rejected once more =x sigh i think i'll not sleep till 3 to 4 plus in the morning again ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm so lacking of sleep nowadays plus wednesday's choir concert i just hope everything of this is over. And again i wanna say PW SUCKS TO THE CORE lol ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sigh..hmm i always start with sigh haha oh well my life sucks anyway...sings *why, bleeding is believing, you're hiding underneath the smoke in the room* i'm becoming moody recently, actually there are lots of things i wanna tell my friends but i'm just afraid of them thinking i need attention. oh well i'll just keep it to myself. if u guys ask i might consider saying; depends on who the person is that is. oh yeah...i wanna tell this person something, but i'm afraid that person will get hurt, that person is quite emotional i'm very veyr afraid i'll hurt that person. sigh. any advices? feel free to tell me but dont ask me who that person is, i might for all u know say it out when u ask me. for those who are quite close to me, u all know what happened to me recently right? sigh i'm still thinking bout what happened and stuff, actually i'm more sad than angry now, maybe i shouldnt even have agreed on 27/1/2004 i brought it upon myself. 3 mths and...sigh i dont wanna talk bout it anymore. that person just smsed me, shit i dont know if i should call, maybe i should to tell that person, but...i dont know how toooo its sooo awkward for me to say it out like that aaaahhhhhhhhhhhh godddddd damn it.

well..few days before i met this person online (gladys and gang u should know who i met, just ask if dont know ;)) and we talked on phone a few times already and i think this person is really nice well i dont know if its a facade or what but i'm like so confused right now, should i go into another relationship? sigh i wish someone could help me, someone who knows me so well that he/she could just untie the knot in me.

ok...think i gotta go back to my project work now, or else i dont have to sleep lol ahhhhh i'm soooo lazy sigh well signing off now cya all have a nice night =D